Deprived of the solace I find in reality, I found my blog as the virtual key . To escape and express my thoughts freely. Defying the perceptions and roles laid on me. Feels like I have just restored my own 17-year-old mentality. The returning state of being stuck in the crossroad but newly.
Incoherent and unexplainable, I always wish I was better. Feels like life has lost its magic and wonder. Centering on things that makes me ponder whether it was worthwhile killing off the once joyous smile for attaining the temporary feeling of being secured. For a moment then, it felt like I found the cure and my original enthusiastic inner roar.
Never-ending disappointments from people Always made me unsure Of myself from criticism i doubt i should endure. Putting my pride aside, I am drowned by chores. Things that crippled my spirit and made me fall. The conflict of interests in my heart is once again on war!
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